Sunday, October 05, 2008
you know that things are not quite right with you when you wet your pillow at night and wake up with puffy eyes. you know that things are not quite right with you when you go to a coffeeshop and order yourself a soupy uninteresting meal when you have a whole array of food in front of you...when you get a coke to go with it but you can't even finish your favourite drink. you know that things are not quite right with you when you report to work half an hour too early and talk too brightly trying to cover up your swollen eyes...when you order a subway wrap for dinner and you barely eat half of it...when you leave the double choc cookie untouched and choose water over coke. when you force yourself to eat the other half of the wrap for supper and still you left the cookie untouched.
memory lane is so long, how far i've travelled to be where i am today. should i even have travelled this lane? no it was good while it lasted.
there's a song
a few questions that i need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
i need to know what i've done wrong, no
i'm just waiting
cos i heard this feeling
won't last that long
never ever have i ever felt so low
when you gonna take me out of this black hole?
never ever have i ever felt so sad
the way i'm feeling
you got me feeling really bad
-cheryl
11:46 PM
Cheryl
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