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Thursday, August 28, 2008

after thinking so hard and long...
those times i feel a tug at my heart
even when it invades my dreams
and consumes my energy
and even when the heart is weary

all these worries are so uncalled for
now that its out
how i wanted to be tactful but i can't now
how i wanted more time to think
but i think it's time to leave now

you know what's the saddest part?

that my demise is such an insignificant matter,
that it can be raised thru a simple random phone call
that need not be justified with any rhyme or reason...

and that,
after it is made known
nothing is said to me

i have known it all along and perhaps this trouble i took to contemplate was for fear of this sadness that will engulf my heart when i finally realise what an insignificant role i play. and knowing that they will not ask me to stay.
-cheryl
6:37 PM





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