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Thursday, April 03, 2008

and if the world stopped spinning
can it be at the beginning
pause at the moment
where the brightest star is lit

i'm perpetually tired. when i awake each day, i wish i can go back to sleep. and when i try to stay awake at night, my mind shuts off and my body becomes limp. i miss going to school.

these few days have been a struggle. there are so many reasons to be upset and i fight my way through it. easily frustrated and irritated recently. and there are issues. that have always been there and will stay..

how much can one compromise? how much can one take it in her stride? learning, still learning. after all these while.

working is tiring. especially when you are working to pay off debts. when you know the hard-earned money will never really be yours. and depletion is easier than accumulation. so many things to pay off. being older, isn't always better.

i'm waiting for the day, i can start saving up.

tired, eyes closing.
ciaos...
-cheryl
1:13 AM





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