Sunday, March 16, 2008
there's a tinge of mixed up emotions in my heart.
tried so hard
got so far
in the end...
i was really glad that i did rise to the occasion today. but. i just felt that i still fell short of what i'm capable of. where has all the trainings all these years gone? i have no idea why.
still, i got the pair of man of the match socks which i aimed for today. never thought i could really get it. just an aim. but i did. thanks to charlotte too. we played great together. =D
it really means alot to me, all these things. i remember the first pair of socks i got from ngasti was a most improved player of the year award. and i rose higher and higher ever since. these are the little things that may seem insignificant, but they mean the most to me. gives me the encouragement and faith to carry on fighting.
didn't expect the match to be so easily won. i think owls gave up too easily. they were tired and they lacked teamwork. kinda sad. but i think lmfc really played so well together today. 5 goals. 5 scorers. i feel so proud!
and to my number one! you're the best, the greatest goalie ever! =D all those comments that owls goalie's much better than you has been proven wrong! you were once a great national goalie, apac MVP and you still are great! the best is not about having the most, but having what most people never had, once in a lifetime. number one always.
however happy i feel today, i still feel a little mellow..could be because you're not here...could be alot of things..
in the end,
-cheryl
10:37 PM
Cheryl
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