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Friday, January 11, 2008

fcuking sad =( it will be the last time i will ever step into the court together with tpwolves, cheering together, playing together. it makes me so damn fucking sad. sad sad sad. i think i cried like a waterfall, couldn't stop. all uncle sam's fault.

thinking of all those times me and tash had to plan for the team, meeting up with the then men's committee, uncle sam and coach...thinking about the new committee at KFC...all those times janice, peili and i worked hard to get extra balls, extra jersey shorts, extra everything for everyone...making sure uncle sam gave everyone team jackets, making sure we got court time.. etc. all those times janice and i carried loads of jerseys to the cupboards, feeling so excited over giving them out. it really feels like i grew up with this team. and now it's all over and we cry about it but we move on. without each other.

i will miss the wolfies so much. even those quarrels were worth remembering. cos it showed how much we cared for one another. those times i felt so down. those scandals. those jokes that only we understood. so many memories. all engraved in the depths of my heart.

and just before i go, i had to be caught in this dilemma. in this stupid, uncalled for dilemma. shouldn't be this way. and i hope i didn't hurt anybody. =(

i will miss you guys. too much. too much.

maybe someday i will tell you and we will laugh about it together. for now, i'll just...fade away.
-cheryl
2:33 AM





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