Monday, December 31, 2007
merry new year's eve friends and foes. 2007 seemed so long yet so short. it feels kind of unreal. like 2007 isn't really over and i'm kind of not that ready for 2008. yet i just wish for 2008 to be over. maybe not. i just wish for march 2008 to come. yeah. graduation.
hopefully 2008 will be a fruitful, eventful and good one. i hope i will grow into a better organised person since i'll officially be an adult in about 3 months.
there'll be the 24 hr floorball thing tomorrow, part of me feels like going down. part of me doesn't. i don't know. just don't really wish to countdown with floorball everywhere. i'm afraid i'll get an overdose and i don't really wish to start 2008 with floorball in my face. haha. i don't know why either.
some things are growing in importance and some things are shrinking. just wondering about alot of things in the future and all these planning and thinking about what i'm gonna be and what i want to do made me ponder much about many things that i've not yet set my sight on. all these thoughts presented a few question marks and i can't or won't answer them. it kind of scares me. and it kind of makes me realise that i may not get what i really want in this life.
i guess everything comes with sacrifices. some are big, some are small. we want some, we can't have all. we have to give some away and take some back. but these things are never equal. they never fit in an equation. life is never fair. so take it or leave it.
have you ever wanted to buy an hour of someone's time before? was reading michelle's blog about a kid wanting to buy an hour of his daddy's time. kind of saddened me. makes you kinda ponder bout all the times you said you've got no time or you've pushed someone away with that excuse...
okay i suddenly don't feel like blogging any longer. goodnight and happy new year's eve to one and all. may 2008 bring peace and joy to the world. and i hope i won't be counting down alone. let's see what tmr brings. =D
-cheryl
1:21 AM
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