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Friday, November 16, 2007

there are so many things in this huge world that we get bothered by. things that matter very much. things that matter a little. things that don't matter much to us. things that we shouldn't care about. and probably because we're all so different, things that matter to you, may not matter to me. likewise, things that matter to me, may seem of little importance to you.

sounds familiar? i guess that's how disagreements begin. small but inevitable. depending on how people respond, things turn out differently. sometimes it's hard to choose. the right choice may be the hardest and the easiest choice may not be the best choice. it's always the case ain't it?

you know, i really should pull those socks up and stop wasting my time on useless excessive napping and other none important things. you know, i really should work on improving that gpa of mine so that i can get to where i want to be? you know, i really should stop spending money after trying to save up for so long and then everything is gone in an instant. you know, i really should just win toto and use the money wisely? i know, right?

what if i told you what isn't important to you is important to me and it will really make me happy and it matters damn alot?

you know when you're human you're not perfect and you know that human has feelings that can be erratic and unexplanable and i'm still trying to be perfectly unconcerned but these feelings come back to gnaw at my heart each time i push them away? you know what that means? it only means i'm trying too hard and i shouldn't.

and i took on the wheels and let the adrenaline take me over. and i like the feeling of the engine beneath me, overpowering. knowing i'm in control and feeling the gears shift under the weight of my foot. rush. adrenaline rushing, pumping through my veins. that's why i like to try out new things, i'm hooked, addicted to this adrenaline power.

and if i told you you can really make me smile if you wanted to, will you?

goodnight.
-cheryl
12:14 AM





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