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Wednesday, August 01, 2007

last night i met someone familiar. he looked at me weirdly and smiled and said hi. i know that i knew him so i smiled and said oh hi too. but. who is he? i've got his image stuck in my head but i can't quite recall. you know how it feels when you keep trying to call up something from your memory and it seems to be coming up already but stops short and dissipates?

i really should pay my overdue fines for my library card so that i can start borrowing books again. it's been years since i've been banned from borrowing anything cos of my fines. and i will always remember why i got those fines. and i've been wary of men ever since. hurhur.

it's kinda sad that everyone pities my work. it's pathetic, i'm reduced to cutting and pasting news and magazine articles for the past few weeks and nothing else. i'm counting down. its about another eight weeks.

and you question what the hell is wrong with me. i can damn well tell you that what's wrong is there's something wrong with you and nothing wrong with me at all. my patience for you is waning and it will not prevail for long. i've always been tolerating and accepting towards you, far more than i would with most people but you've proven damn unworthy. this soft spot for you is dissipating. don't look back in surprise cos i'm so damn glad for it to disperse and evaporate.

and oh you... you should realise by now that it all just makes you look dumber still. oh, i forgot. dumb people won't realise how they're dumb and how most people around them think they're dumb too and they just never cease to prove to everyone how right they are in their assumptions. it's so damn funny. and if you'd like to know, i can show you. that the very one that you oh so greatly proclaim your love for agrees with me and most of everyone that you are indeed very dumb. HAHA.

don't compare yours truly with yourself. i wouldn't even start. we're on two different platforms and i will not stoop as low as you in your self-proclaimed quest towards an oh so very prideful and sacrificing HAPPINESS. what a big word. and you always seem to be trying to reassure yourself that you're indeed happy and oh so glad of your possession and wayyy too perfect life. oh pity pity, i can't blame you. you probably haven't felt what happiness should feel like so now you're quite deceived by it. oh pity pity. maybe i should be less harsh HAHAHA.

you know there's a difference between sacrificing for your loved one and plain stupidity? haha. i bet you don't.

good luck to you and keep "crawling back to her" as she has put it outwardly to the world that you would. so pathetic.
-cheryl
3:58 PM





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