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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

today i discovered a truth. a suspicion that was confirmed. and contradictory to what most people would feel in my shoes, i am not elated. the moment i stepped out, there was a sinking feeling. everything suddenly feels so delicate. i do not wish for anyone else to feel what i've felt before. and especially not someone like you.

there are so many fishes in the ocean. so many trees in the jungle. you have the whole ocean and the entire forest in your hands. i hope you know that. i hope you see that you're way above anyone else at all in many of your ways and you will get any tree or fish you'd like to get. anyone. but me.

i know much more than you think i do. i've been through far more than you think i have. my feelings have ranged, greatly. and i fully understand what it must be like. i empathise but i do not embrace. for empathy is no show of love. empathy is pity. it has limitations.

and yet to you, my love. my feelings are boundless. it is infinite. it is vast. it sees no boundaries. and every obstacle is but a closer step to eternity. do you or do you not see? will you put away all quandaries and keep only the faith? why do you look so perplexed as though this is some trial. keep the faith love, keep the faith. for losing it will only mean it is meaningless for me to keep it.

and so today i discovered much. grown a little. and there are many things i'd have liked to say. but i know there are instances when silence is not golden. it is diamond. it is the best and only thing that will sustain sanity.

doubt not thy love,
for it shines as bright...
it has never ceased,
never slowed...
-cheryl
5:43 PM





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