Thursday, July 12, 2007
interesting things i thought of today. i realise today, how i strongly feel proud of myself. of who i am and what i am. that i will choose to face myself and show my true self to the world out there, rather than hide and be ashamed. rather than be afraid of consequences.
life presents us with choices. too many choices. who is to say what is right or wrong? the usual, popular path may seem like the only right route but i beg to differ. i choose to live my life differently. i choose to believe in different things. i choose this, because i prefer an exciting and fulfilling life, rather than one that is mundane and, well, normal. and i choose to do this. because i love who i am and what i stand for. most importantly, i love my partner and that is something that will always stand true. she is someone that i'll always love. she's different from the rest. i love her more than anyone and i'm not afraid to say it in your face.
of course there are times we have to be tactful and avoid doing what will offend or cause great unhappiness to others and ourselves. that's life. just do what you deem fit but always consider. do unto others, what you want others to do unto you. it's that simple really.
i always thought i will never put expectations on things, or people whom i love. but i realise that it will be. no matter how we don't want it to be. when you begin to love something or someone truly and when things get serious enough. expectations grow. i guess there's nothing wrong with having expectations but just don't let them kill you.
i love you,
from the bottom of my heart
and i will continue to let this love grow.
i'm not afraid,
because i trust you
and i'm puttng my heart in yours,
for now,
for always.
-cheryl
5:47 PM
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