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Wednesday, June 06, 2007

while talking to a friend the other day, it suddenly dawned on me how others look upon me. how i'm known to be confident, self-secure individual to most of them. it is odd, how this portrayal fools the world. sometimes it fools myself too.

i've come to realise that i'm neither secure nor confident. in many situations, there is evident fear in my heart. maybe i never let them show. maybe i've been tough too long that nobody ever notices. but that i have no worry in the world and i don't fear a single thing, is most definitely, just a facade. such a good one.

everyone at some point, will feel inferior. i do too. everyone at some point, feels small and unimportant. i do too. everyone at some point doesn't think they'll succeed. i do, too.

and everyone at some point, wishes they're perfect.
i wish, too.

melancholy.
-cheryl
9:27 AM





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