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Friday, June 15, 2007

it's been awhile since it has rained so heavily. i sit just beside the window in my office and the sky has melted into an endless grey. occasional thunder accompanies the symphony of raindrop and it just appeals to me so much. the sky, the rain, the clouds, the greys, the howling winds..i've this sudden urge to walk out into the rain again.

and it just so coincides with my mood today. a dreary kind of mood. wishing i was free from work, just holding a warm hand, spending some quiet time without any worry of the world. sometimes we all just work too hard. how much of our lives have we spent working away?

"While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use,
But the children you love, you seem to abuse.
Look on the kitchen floor,
You'll find some flowers there by the door.
Those are the flowers she brought for you.
She picked them herself, pink, yellow and blue.
She stood quietly not to spoil the surprise,
And you never saw the tears in her eyes."

a 'sequel' to some story i quoted some time back. wonder if it's the rain taking its effects on me or what but i found tears welling up in my eyes while reading this.

was just looking at some pictures of the mahjong session at pris's place some time back and i really miss those times. i just came to realise how short a time i have left in school how when internship ends i'll have less than half a year to go to school every day, looking forward to lunch rendezvous with the team. how i'll no longer be an official part of tpWolves too soon. and all these thoughts left a tangled mess in my heart.

people come and go in life...our hearts may have touched one another's and we may love one another so much yet when we go our separate ways, it is inevitable that we'll slowly drift apart. simply because new people come and the rest go. they don't replace the spaces in your hearts, but they replace the time and effort of the past. these 2 over years in tp are the best days in my life simply because i've found my true self in this part of my life and i've found friends who share the same thoughts and faith.

it would be sad to leave, and i wonder if i'll ever find the kind of feelings and bond i have with the tp team ever again, moving on...because people are older in the new world and as people age, they begin to be less commitable and less able to give you their flawless love. time waits for no man though and as unwilling as i may be, there will come a time really soon, that i'll move on without the rest of them.

sometimes i wonder, if we all knew how long we're going to live, how different would life be? what if you found out someday that i'll live till only 25. will everyone treat me differently? but it's precisely because we won't ever know, that's why the saying goes..to live life to the fullest as though there's no tomorrow. because what you regret to do today, may be too late tomorrow. life is that fragile.

much as i love how it pours outside, i hope it'd stop towards the late afternoon cos today i'll be on a shelterless vehicle. (: vrrrrroooooooooommmmmm! i know i know i should stop going on about it but i really am excited. =D

siggggggghhhhhhhhh it's such a dreary day for a dreary heart and a sleepy mind...
-cheryl
9:55 AM





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