Saturday, June 16, 2007

我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想没一次的美丽
是因为你

i feel bad. i think i was selfish today and i feel bad about it. maybe i shouldn't. but i do.

i miss those days in batam. carefree and happy. i love waking up each day knowing that i can laze around, eat good food, tan by the poolside, playin the pool, just being around close friends, not having to care about anything else back home. those were the days i really miss.

and i definitely miss perth. with amazing teammates and floorball every single day. the beautiful skies and chilly winds at night. how it turns dark so early in the evening and how the sun rises just outside my bedroom window. waking up each day knowing that it's gonna be yet another exciting day. yet another challenge. yet another day with the team. breakfasts, lunches and dinners together. the laughter still rings in my head.

the most exciting things have happened this year and i'm so glad through all these, you're by my side. it's probably the reason why all these become more memorable and cherished. =D

can't wait for the next trip. next holiday. next break. from work. from school. from everything else. maybe someday i can take a long long holiday. maybe someday i can fly away for as long as i wish. it'd be nice, waking up to beautiful sunrise each day. dreams, they're what make us insane yet sane at the same time. don't you know, we all live by our dreams. it's just how much we try to fulfil them.

today somebody confided in me. part of me understands how you feel. yet part of me wishes you'd wake up and move on. it's been too long. two years. too long gone. how can you be answerable to someone who depends on you for her happiness when you're still mulling over the past. don't let someone in the past dictate your happiness. seek your own. learn to be contented cos you've been standing by the closed door too long. a new door has opened and it has been open for so long. learn to cherish her. learn to hold her close. learn to treat her well. because everything has an expiry date. don't regret only too late.

this song reminds me of you.

还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你
还是害怕的不经意听见你的消息
然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰
当拥有已经是失去
就勇敢的放弃

let go, you'll feel much happier. learn to love the one who's always been there for you. learn to love the one who has come by to hold you even though she knows your heart isn't fully there yet. learn to love her, because she loves you. too much.

只是简简单单的爱过
我还是我
简简单单的想过
就不算白活
简简单单的疯过
被梦带走
当故事结束之后
心也喜欢一个人寂寞

-cheryl
9:57 PM

Cheryl

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