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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Sometimes you look back and you really wonder what was wrong with you in the past. What made you so blind and so irritably ignorant of the facts and even when the cold bare truths are thrown right into your face, you still choose to live in oblivious denial.

And when you look at what things have become today, you sneer in disgust at how tolerable and amicable one can be at the obvious wrongs, obvious stupidity and sheer meanness.

And then you look inside and you find, that piece of tolerable, amicable shit, used to be you. Déjà vu!

I’m so glad I’m no longer in that deep dug well, not seeing the world but the skies in you and falling so hard each time I try to climb out of that shit hole. And thanks to the tolerance I used to have, I’ve kind of reached my peak and have snapped out of it, not totally but seemingly so. I’m thankful to have found a haven, not stuck in that filthy old well.

I’ve grown. Nobody needs to realize this but me.

And I’ve grown to adore a soul so endearing, it eats into my heart and tears all the unhappiness away from me. This I know is neither heaven nor hell. It’s somewhere no one else knows.

Thankyouforalltheshitcosnowiknow
whatjoyfeelslikeanditmostdefinitely
doesnotequatetoanypartofyou.
-cheryl
10:55 AM





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