Tuesday, April 03, 2007
the ocean is vast and so is my mind
staring out at the boundless sea brought forth emotions from deep within. they always say that oceans have calming effects and i guess it does, in its own ways. issues seem to diminish slowly, as if evaporating with the cool breeze above the sea and then suddenly everything seems crystal clear. it's like you feel rejuvenated but oddly solemn and quiet after that.
i wonder how many fishes they caught in the end. pris, janice, myself and mich left earlier. pris and myself had breakfast at 4plus am and i kinda like the toasted sausages with melted cheese. =D such carefree, bumming lifestyle will end just too soon.
so now we're still bumming around in her room. i just got in from the porch, after trying to get some sun in vain. the tiny droplets fell, waking me up from my almost deep slumber.
there're stuffs to do, things to settle before i go off to batam but i'm lazy. maybe i should go back home right now since there's really nothing much to do. should i go chomp chomp for dinner? growls. i'm hungry now.
oh, we didn't manage to go johore in the end cos myra and wani have something on tonight. so it's yet another tuesday afternoon and i'm trying to think of better things to do.
you know people get blamed for all sorts of things. faults, shortcomings, disabilities. yet, it's just so unfortunate that we, in all our selfishness blame others even for their strengths and goodness. when can we ever be satisfied? never.
it's just not worth it to be nice. nuff said.
-cheryl
4:18 PM
Cheryl
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