Sunday, April 08, 2007
at some point of time, we all will dwell on this certain realisation for awhile..it's like standing on the tip of the iceberg, high up above, just before it crashes into the sea. so you either hang on long enough and have sufficient persistence to live, or you crash and die without a fight. i'm glad i'm not someone without fight, in fact, i think i've alot of courage. hehehe. =D
back from batam all cooked from lying around and swimming in the sun too much, without sunblock. i'm having first degree burns on my shoulders and back and they hurt so damn bad. arghs, i learnt my lesson. all in all, it was a good trip, with the best company i could ever find. (: this trip brought forth much thought that was lingering before i set off and i guess i realised much these few days. somehow, i think i'm finally learning and knowing what i should do and want to be.
i'm thankful too, for the friendships that have strengthened over this trip, especially with jaime. =D she's so sweeeeeet!
suddenly i come back feeling older. i don't know why. haha. and suddenly alot of problems and issues seem smaller already. and i MISS alot of people back here!!! =D
i don't really know what to say, i think my mind's still full of things now. heh.
what matters, won't mind. what minds, don't matter. so damn true.
someday i wanna look back and know there's no space for regrets. i want to fulfil all the things i set out to and more. i want to know that i've done my part and gone the extra mile. someday, when life is through, i hope the last person i'm thinking about, is still you.
-cheryl
12:13 AM
Cheryl
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