Wednesday, April 25, 2007
as time rolls by and i sit doggedly trying to concentrate on researching, my mind just wanders far away. too far away for me to snap back into reality and get down to serious work. i think i really work better with a certain amount of stress and authority breathing down my neck. otherwise i'd turn into a slacker, an overweight one too, if i continue snacking.
if you're wondering where my mind wanders to, i'm not telling. =D
can't believe it, it's early into the night and i'm already beginning to feel delirious. this drugged sleepiness will not leave me, even in the morning when my phone alarm goes. i used to be able to jump awake the moment the alarm sounds. seems like age's catching up with me, or that i've learnt to not be so on task.
sometimes it takes all hell of an effort to just calm myself down, when all i wish to do is shout your name and will you to be right by my side. those pangs in my heart as i think and think of every small thing. i never used to believe in "always on my mind", used to think it was ridiculous but now i know how it feels like. (: oh btw, that's what i'm refraining myself from doing now. i shall learn to be less dependent. =D
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.
In my heart, in my head,
it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive,
I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.
-cheryl
9:42 PM
Cheryl
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