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Monday, March 19, 2007

你每次对着我笑
你的笑里面有毒药
我看着你出了神还丢掉了解药
可能你从来没感觉到
最好你永远感觉不到
爱上你
越来越无可救药

today a friend confided in me after a long absence. a close friend at heart, someone who used to care for me, too much. we've distanced since, but this friend has always been a good friend to me. and i thought he had found a true love. found a woman who'll love him and care for him in the ways that he deserves. in the ways i never could have done but have always wished someone could do. i thought he had found it, but i was wrong.

my heart ached for him. because i knew him too well. he was someone who cared for me in many ways, every little way possible. but he was not for me. someone i would never choose to love. but yet my heart ached for him, precisely because he's that nice.

i'm glad whatever i said and the advice i gave helped. i'm really glad that after such a long time you'd still remember me in your most difficult times and i'm glad to be there for you. i really hope things would work out. cos you're a great guy and you deserve alot more. (: do take care, i don't know if you still read here, but as your good friend, i'll always care.

on a lighter note, today was spent quietly at first on pris's balcony reading and soaking in a pathetic bit of sun. finally when pat came with our lunch we begun mahjong. was enjoyable. was fun. everything was great. but the only thing was that i lost money. =( kafoong you suck! you sucker suck all my money! =((( but at least you treated me to dinner and drinks tgt with peili, you have a conscience. hahaha!

i thought of you alot today. amazed, by all the small things i remember of you. amazed, by all the big things i'm willing to do for you. amazed, by how a simple gesture can light up the darkest of days. amazed, by how much i can miss you. you're amazing.

sometimes i wish i could do more. much more. i'd carry you, if i could. i'd shoulder things for you, if i could. i'd walk the fire for you, if i could. because you deserve the best and nothing less.
-cheryl
11:24 PM





Cheryl

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