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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

so weird it is, to feel better after a whole day of lying in bed. it's like almost 3am and there's practically no one awake anymore and i feel totally awake and bored. haha, i shouldn't be complaining cos at least i feel so much better now. maybe it's because of those phone calls. =D i'm not kidding, i felt perked up and smiley after that. (:

i guess we all have our fears, there are so many things that i fear. so many insecurities that have been built up from all the past experiences that i've had. i don't know what made me abandon those fears and find such courage. it's not that those fears are no longer there, it's only that my courage have overcame those fears. i wonder where i got this courage from, but i know i do, i am and i will be courageous. i never regretted taking the first flight out.

i surprise myself alot these days. and it all makes me realise how much everything really means to me. and how much this is true: "love is not blind, it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it's willing to see less." this quote i've always liked alot. (:

anw, the doc says i'm down with food poisoning. now it's so hard to get anything into my system. everything just comes out undigested. and i think i really need some food in there if not i'll just faint. let's see how i'll feel in the morning.

okay i'll try to sleep now. nights world!
-cheryl
2:48 AM





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