Sunday, March 04, 2007
i woke up feeling confused. wondering if my mum was at home and all thinking it's a weekday but it's obviously not. when i saw my dad then i realise it's sunday. haha. checked my email and saw this mail from pris, our captain-to-be about the 24 hr marathon wolves outing. damn funny. but the highlight is the dinner for me. my birthday celebration at glasshouse! =D i don't think i've ever had such a celebration before. considering all the friends i have, it's weird but it's true. i've never had a huge bunch celebrate my birthday this way before. it's gonna be great. (:
i'm damn excited to play today's match. i feel so psyched up after watching the titans-owls match last night. =D they said the owls-lmfc match was even nicer and more exciting. too bad i was a player, not a spectator. i can imagine the kind of adrenaline from the spectators. playing it is a whole different feeling altogether.
just for good luck, i'm gonna wear the wristband ducky gave to me a long long time ago. =D i just suddenly found it in my bag the other day, forgetting that i have it. so today could be yet another lucky break!
think i'll head down town. i've got a 20bucks cktangs voucher. i desperately need sports bras! grins.
upon receiving the really really long message, i don't know what to make out of it. don't know how to respond to it. cos everything just doesn't feel the same anymore. it's always the same. this friendship is so weird. you always try to hide away, always try to pretend, never ever tell me how you really feel. honestly, upfront honesty is all i need but you never wanted to give that. and then it all builds up and accumulates till i can no longer hold it in. then you begin to apologise. to promise the same things. to say the same things but it always ends up the same way. of the things you say and make me expect of you, it always ends in disappointment. i don't know what to expect anymore.
-cheryl
12:02 PM
Cheryl
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