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Monday, March 26, 2007

everything just moves along without stopping even a split second. time waits for no man and it certainly does not wait for me. i'm really tired by everything. it's all happening at the same time and i have no time for rest. i'm so tired, especially after today. nights of staying awake followed by days of aggressive workout from trainings and refereeing. sometimes i wish everything will just halt and wait up for me. let me catch my breath a little, before i ignite my engine again. but everything will move on even if you decide to stand still, so what choice do i have?

i saw you. stumbling. falling. but i couldn't break the fall. seen the tears, seen the fears and no matter how i try, i'm helplessly standing right beside. everyone else has something to say, everyone else provided some support somehow. but me, i'm just silent. if you knew how silence speaks the loudest at times. how all along this pair of arms are striving, to lift you up and bring you away from all the bad days. i wish there's more i could do, wish i could find the words to say.

watching you, my heart feels as though it's going through a thunderstorm. i wish i could wave a magic wand and change everything.

someone once told me to change to protect myself. more than one someone. i tried, but i realised how in the process i lost myself and found myself hating what i became. i knew then that i won't have to change for protection. if the right one comes along, what's there to protect against? i like who i am and i don't think i want to change in the name of self defense. i'm defenseless, easily defeated, but i just want to be who i am. =D someday someone will change this, not me, but this. someone. and i wish you were that someone. (:

time's gonna pass really quickly from this week onwards, i've gotta stay focused and on task already.

i'll be the one beside you,
in all your good times and your bad.
i'll be the one to wipe away your tears.
let me be the one,
cos baby there's no one like you.
-cheryl
8:41 PM





Cheryl

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