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Monday, February 12, 2007

today has got to be one of the hardest days to pass this week. and it's only monday. arghs. i hope the week goes by really quickly cos i hardly have enough brain power and endurance to hang in there any longer. screw projects and more projects cos they suck all the energy out of me and turn my morning good moods foul by the time the sun goes down. =(

got home in zombie mode and i was almost collapsing into the chair in exhaustion. got greeted by my sweet lil thing and felt abit better. at least there's something that cares enough to greet me at the door. haha. so cute i cannot resist! (: tiger makes me feel better.

and now i'm struggling to keep my eyes open and my brains working but apparently if all things fail, i'll just fall into bed and into a deep slumber. i don't wanna wake up tomorrow to iron my formal wear and get ready for presentation. arghs! IRRITATING.

as you can all tell i'm in a don't touch me or i'll bite mood. sigh. oh well, i'll be oh so fine tomorrow after presentation i tell you. after tomorrow i'm gonna RELAX! but there's something realllllyyyyyyyyyy important to do. (:

and they say an apple a day keeps the doctor away. for me, a vitamin C tablet a day makes my heart sing and keeps the frowns at bay. hehe. thank you, you're the best!

i was just stoning in the sofa earlier and counting dates and stuff..suddenly realised that time has flown by without me knowing it. it's already almost mid february. to think i just counted down to the new year only recently and it's now almost march.

and i begun to think back on those times long ago, those times when things were so different from today. i remember how i used to think up many scenarios that i could land myself in. think up many weird and funny things about this certain mystery and then laugh it off cos i never thought it'd happen in reality. it's funny how things are now. it's funny in an almost painful way. not the sad kind of painful but the all these while, all along, all i've done, all i've felt kind of way. a very sweet kind of painful. maybe painful isn't the right word to describe this. maybe it should be called pangs. but then again pangs means to cause emotional distress but it ain't distress.

emotional turbulence. a weird kind of bittersweet feeling in the pits of the stomach. a strange sensation.

and it's funny how the weird scenarios that i've imagined and laughed off has really happened in real life. how surreal it has all been up till today. sometimes we just live in a world so half real that we don't really know if we're really alive anymore. it's like living your dreams. and dreaming that you live.

(: okay, now i feel better. thinking of the latter instead of the former. grins. the best cure for bad days. (((:


如果我有一颗快乐树，
我会把它送给你。
如果我有两颗快乐树，
我会送你一颗，一颗留给自己。
如果我有三颗快乐树，
我会把两颗送给你，一颗留给自己，
因为我想要让你比我快乐。
-cheryl
9:07 PM





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