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Sunday, January 14, 2007

you and me,
we have some kind of understanding.
unspoken, unsaid, unwritten.
but i know that you have seen it,
you've heard it and you'll feel it.

closer each day.

you thought of me yesterday, you said. will you still think of me today? when we're talking, time just flies and it's so easy to forget about the world and just concentrate on you. and nowadays, time seems to tick away so quickly, because we're communicating, every hour of the day. (:

you asked me questions again. and i answered some of them. those that i left unanswered are the simplest yet most complicated ones of all. there are some questions though without an answer. some things happen, without rhyme or reason. and you, are one of them.

((: had a beautiful match yesterday with lmfc against pasirians. we won 8-1 and i screened the last goal! played as playmaker for the full three periods and i'm felt like i'm flying. (: it was so fast paced yet i could keep up. and i think i played fairly decently, considering it to be my maiden real play in lmfc.

you asked me to try and score for you. well i tried, 4 shots, but they didn't get in. i'll try harder next time. and you said it's okay, i'll score the next time when you're there, so that you can see it. (: i will try my utmost best!

on another different note, coach ngasti is really upset by me with my decision to play for lmfc in div 1 instead of tp in div 2. he's taken me out of the ivp lines for the entire training yesterday. it was disappointing, i felt really sad. i knew i could do something to the line, i knew my presence was worthy. i wonder how personal this attack is. cos for the good of the team, no matter what, i don't think i should be benched.

nevertheless, i believe he has his own reasons and ideas which i can't question. every decision comes with consequence. and sometimes, there are not right or wrong decisions. just that everyone thinks differently and that is the cause of conflict.

whatever happens, i'll just be strong and stick with the team through this ivp, help them if i'm not playing. i'm not gonna let an unfair treatment put me down and make me sour and bring out the bad in me. this is gonna be a testing time, but i'm not gonna let anyone else down.

i made my decision, i'm happy with it. i learn so damn much from it. i cry over it for awhile. i move on. i look back and learn more. but i don't ever regret. that's me.

and to you,
thank you for encouraging me. for telling me the things that matter and supporting me through difficult times. you always know the words to say, to bring me up when i fall down. you may not realise it, but you've brought alot to my life and for that i'm thankful. (:

-cheryl
10:31 AM





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