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Monday, January 08, 2007

i wondered about alot of things today
and most of all i wondered about you
i thought about how it'd feel like
if i had you by my side
each and every day

i think i'm a very insecure person. guess it escalated and accumulated from the countless experiences i've had, losing people i was close to and loved dearly. the feeling of insecurity and inferiority really kills. and it brings you down so much, no matter how high you've soared, just moments before.

i was determined not to let anything get me down anymore. but sometimes it just doesn't help very much. though i must say it's been an improvement. i'm learning to be independent though i know i'm someone who is always dependent on others for my own happiness. it's something that i can't change no matter how hard i try.

are things changing? cos i'm wondering. i don't like changes. but i wish for some. oh well.

我会有等到你的一天吗？
-cheryl
10:56 PM





Cheryl

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