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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

goodbye to all those fantasies
and welcome to the real world

i never ever seem to learn. or have i? maybe. and after so long, i've come to realise how true this is, to have and not to hold. simple as it sounds, it's getting harder and harder to do.

people around me give many different viewpoints. and some discourage me a great deal, others make me see a new light. these are, afterall viewpoints that are one sided and differ greatly from personality to personality. i am who i am, why should i succumb to the views of others?

and so today i took a step into the real world and moved away from the fantasies of yesterdays. again, the harshness of this so called real world scares me. and it brings me back to those times i felt so alone and forlorn.

things may not work out, no matter how hard we try. but things will never even begin to work, we if don't even try.

this wall around me has been built up again. i will be mindful, not to let it down. i will be cautious. i will be strong. i will not succumb.

walking away doesn't mean i've given up
it just means that you're important
enough for me to decide
that standing aside will make you happier
-cheryl
12:34 PM





Cheryl

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