it's funny how i end up talking to myself and getting responses to myself in the wee hours of the morning when i begin to think and blog. humans are amazing creatures really. how we fail to understand alot of things, including ourselves but we try so earnestly to. we spend most of our time learning alot of things, and through the things we learn about others and with others, we learn the most about ourselves. there are some things that others know about you, that you don't. how weird.

the more i want to get closer to you, the further i stand. i'm beginning to feel afraid of the many things that're going to happen. it's true ain't it, sometimes it's easier not to know what you want. when you want something, you feel as though you can't get it. or perhaps it's because you want it so badly, that you get scared of losing it. and that's exactly how i'm feeling right now. i know what i want, but do i want to know?

every decision comes with a consequence. every step we take unfolds a different tomorrow. what would i do today that'll dictate what i'll have tomorrow? i wonder.

i'm thinking about you now, and wondering if you know it too. and if you faintly hear a voice calling out your name, don't be afraid. for this voice will sing you a song so sweet, and hold you for all eternity.

we get lost in empty promises,
but we never seem to give up.
maybe this time i've found you,
maybe you'll be the one.