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Monday, December 04, 2006

some people say sorry without meaning it, but we choose to believe in it. i call that denial.
others say sorry and mean it with all their hearts, but we choose to ignore it. i call that regret.

finally had a whole day at home. didn't even go down to church cos i just wanted to really rest and hope to recover really soon from my irritating cough and migraines. kafoong(kueyla) and peili(box) came over to study in the mid afternoon.

i think i'm really weird. i am able to study with people around me. and they must be people who distract me. cos i'll end up chiding them and making them study. instead, when i study with those who really do study, i end up getting bored and distracted. lol. so today was all good. even peili managed to do some of her project. only kf was lazing around. hmmmm. =P

and again today made me realise that the simple joys in life can indeed be really joyful and healthy. (: having close friends over and spending time studying and doing our own work can be so fun and happy. life's great like this.

everytime someone spends enough time talking to me, they'll begin to realise alot of things they never did know. it's interesting how i can be so transparent yet have so many things to unravel in me. and sometimes it's through speaking with others, that i realise a part of me that i never knew existed. how strange, the human heart and mind.

if i could live every day like today, life would be simple and really good. but sadly it's not to be. haha.

i hate how i end up coughing like crazy every night. =( it's irritatingly excessive and it's causing me insomnia and i think my sis gets woken up all the time. booos.

recently i learnt alot about myself. much of which i've tried to push aside all the time. it got to me big time, and i guess i've come to accept the way that i am. time really unravels everything, doesn't it? and the way my heart and mind works, never fails to amaze me.

i'm glad i'm someone who spends time and effort on little things cos really, it's the little things that count afterall. it's just how much your efforts get appreciated. sometimes things are so insignificant that your efforts go unnoticed. yet often, it's the efforts that go into little things, that really tell you how much someone or something means to you.

i guess my fragility is showing. and that side of me that i've hidden for so long has resurfaced to haunt me. everything takes time though, i need lots of it.

-cheryl
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