Sunday, December 31, 2006
could it be that by giving up something small,
you've lost the things that
you've dreamt about all your life?
there's no changing anything. i made my choice. i stick with it. and i don't look back in regret. i didn't realise how one decision could implicate many other consequences. it could, but would it? i'm praying hard it wouldn't. those chances that i've let go, time and time again. i don't wanna lose my dreams.
and then again, the one person who first believed in me even before i believed in myself is yet another reason for this dilemma. we can't have everything though. none of the best of both worlds, yet the grass is always greener on the other side. that's life for you and me.
today's new year's eve and i'm spending time alone in my room. have i even fulfilled all the things i've wished to do in 2006? perhaps. what then, are the new dreams and goals of 2007? i have big dreams which take a great deal of time to fulfil. i hope i wouldn't give up halfway. nothing's without obstacles and trials. i just hope i'd stand strong and let myself soar with my dreams.
i guess the first priority on my list should be on my studies. it has and always will be my first priority. but sometimes i let this priority shift without realising it. i always complain of a lack of time but i should realise that everyone is given the same amount of time. and with that, many other people have done much more than i have in a day. it's the matter of making time, planning and being disciplined. i know i lack this quite abit. 2007 means changing for the better, right?
there are dilemmas in my heart that i never wish for. and i hope i would stop worrying and fretting, just letting it go and giving it chances to take flight. i need more confidence in myself and i must know that if the wall is high, the skies are higher still. yeah that's important. the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it. and so will i.
so happy new year it is, folks. may this 2007 bring much to look forward to and may dreams and goals be reached and may we all go beyond our limits and reach greater horizons.
goodbye 2006. it has been such a eventful year with the most emotional upheavals. i've learnt much in 06 and i've much more to learn. i guess it's time to bid the people and events of 06 farewell and start 07 afresh. there are certain people that we're thankful to have had, but since they've been gone we yearn and reminise. yet as time goes by, it's better to let things fade away. some people stay just for a season to teach us about life. and then they go away, and all that's left is a little imprint in our hearts. sometimes we forget about them, but somewhere along life's journey, we'll take time to remember them somehow.
so goodbye now, it has been a good year with you, you and you. thank you.
and will you walk me through the rest of this journey?
-cheryl
1:00 PM
Cheryl
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