Sunday, November 05, 2006

请你一定要比我幸福
才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦
爱不用抱歉来弭补
至少我能成全你的追逐

we came to that familiar place again. that almost magical place where everything happened. where we shared our many firsts. it all flooded my mind, feelings just overwhelmed and i don't know how to control them anymore.

there are so many times i ask myself why. so many questions that sit on my mind. i think i've lost myself in this love for you. wish there was a way around. or even a way out. wish there wasn't obstacles and people who break us apart. wishful thinking.

yesterday i heard your happy voice. and i knew it wasn't cos of me. but it made me smile right from my heart. cos that's the voice i'd always loved.

and today it's another beginning all over again. when i begin to hope and bow my head in prayer. what will become of me tomorrow?

amidst all these warped thoughts and illusioned joy, i guess i've never really smiled, since the day you tried to walk away.

and as these thoughts they sink and resurface, all i need to do is smile and everything else will be okay.

i just want to walk with you. will you let me?

请记得你要比我幸福
才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数
最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好馍糊
慢慢被放逐

-cheryl
9:15 AM

Cheryl

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