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Saturday, November 25, 2006

skating in the rain brings overwhelming thoughts like waves in the sea.

it's funny how the most unrelated things evokes such weird emotions and throws you unexpectedly into a whirl of emotional upheaval. today a few separated things got me thinking.

i guess in life there are many decisions to make and no one should even judge cos maybe there really is no rights or wrongs. there's something i've always wanted and perhaps needed, but having that means sacrificing something else. yet if i really wanted to, i can have both but then i wouldn't be able to be at my hundred percent. so i decided to let what i've always wanted and needed go. i can't be that selfish. my heart's having a conflict now though. it's nothing that concerns anyone else though, no worries. (:

michelle's blogging style is really nice. i love reading her entries. they're really personal and engaging, yet a little misleading and mysterious, fun though. (: i love you tianhuihui!

clubbed at m.o.s last night. never liked to club and m.o.s didn't change my mind much but the company was definitely good. (: thanks to elvi, we all had free entry and drinks. love you too, pt girlfriend! (:

left at arnd 3plus with ducky and jeslyn. poor ah quack was really sick and tired and she was the last to reach home amongst us and i haven't paid her the cabfare!

i told kf that i think i'm really unbalanced now. and i feel like i'm taking the backseat to my life now, sitting, and watching things happen instead of being in the driverseat where i should be. lacking control and the journey's going a little haphazard. need to get back and drive my way to success again. sigh. let me fix that soon with some help and encouragement.

on a lighter note, life's been quite fun. our team is a crazy team who's super enthusiastic about adventurous stuff. just skated with them at east coast today and it was pure fun! (: lots of photos. can't wait to see them! love these gals to the core!

and not to mention my new found friends. glad to have them. (((:

okay, time to finish packing my room and off to supper with the duck. (:

loves!
-cheryl
8:12 PM





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