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Saturday, November 11, 2006

looking back, life has never stopped for me. there was never once that i wasn't caught up in something, be it relationships, examinations, friendships and they always seem to all come up at the same time, or one after another.

now things are piling. i feel like i'm scaling mount everest. the peak seems so far away, unthinkable. and things keep piling. i've yet to start on any school work. and that is really beginning to worry me.

each day i question myself over and over again. the same thoughts bombard my mind. i'm tired of always asking and getting no response. i'm tired of always worrying about the same old things. but somehow i'm short of giving up.

i developed a really nasty itch all over my body after training today. really weird. hope i'm not getting some pox or something. maybe i'm allergic or sensitive to the new shower foam that i'm using.

i wish i could turn back time. i really do.

-cheryl
8:27 PM





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