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Monday, November 20, 2006

and sometimes i wished this world would be less deceptive and more transparent. and that people could make decisions with a sounder mind and regrets would be non-existent. i've always wished for a simple life, but i always end up getting into really complicating dramas. and the end always never fails to crush me.

and this time around i'm so glad that i've got so many friends around me. they stand by me, be it through words or actions. they let me know that they care and they try and make me smile. yet they let me go and be free, so that i may make my own decisions, be it right or be it wrong, for me to learn from them.

it surprises me, how when i subtly show a tinge of unhappiness, that people would realise it and be concerned over it. it really surprises me, how sensitive they can be. i guess they've put themselves in my shoes and somehow entered my train of thoughts and they understand. it makes me feel better.

and it's true, there's so much more to life. and so much more to smile for and laugh for, other than a past that will never come alive again. and they tell me, that the end of one, only indicates the beginning of another. and perhaps the next would be the one.

i guess i'm truly reluctant now, to place my trust anywhere. for as i've said, this world is deceptive and lies are everywhere. over and over again, it happens. time and time again. i'm gonna take a step back now and watch the world play its games whilst i indulge in my solitary life. love isn't a game that i want to play.

i'll just sit back now, until the day someone can change my mind. and make love beautiful and perfect, once again.
-cheryl
9:46 AM





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