Thursday, October 26, 2006
woke up early to call prettyfat this morning but she was already awake. (: tried to sleep again to no avail, and when i finally fell asleep, some guy called me. the conversation went like this:
cheryl: hello?
anonymous: CHAO CHEE BYE
anonymous: FUCKING BITCH!
cheryl: stunned keeping quiet
anonymous: clicks the phone, hangs up whilst my mouth hangs down
arghs. i'm pretty sure the person knows me. or is someone's friend. i'm pretty sure it's not a wrong number or random prank calling. it's in my guts. and i think i've incurred someone's wrath. goodness.
on a lighter note, there's no school today. going down earlier to meet the rest before training. hopefully wenna feels better by then. hurts to see her sick and dreary. love that gal so much. i wonder why and how. haha. (:
hope and pray for a good training tonight. for me to put what i've learnt in LMFC to good use and to teach others. and also to get back on form and stop being so lazy and stupid on court. it's been a long downhill fall since i don't know when. and i'd like to make a comeback.
there are so many people in life who care and so many things in life to do. sometimes i feel i neglect these people and things. sometimes i spend too much time slacking or dwelling in my own problems that i become selfish. it's time to reflect.
to you:
it's gonna be hard, just stay strong okay? i still remember you saying, let's stand firm. those 3 words gave me the confidence i needed and hope and courage to live to love you. so now it's back to you, let's stand firm, okay? i need you to know, that you're important and you're loved, no matter what.
prettyuglylovesyou.always.
-cheryl
10:55 AM
Cheryl
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